Archive for June, 2005

what am i am doin

Thursday, June 16th, 2005

Perhaps the hols is killing me…sadly in many ways.Pyscologically,biologicaly,mentaly and perhaps physically(horizontaly and vertically doesnt matter).woke one day,as how my usual routine goes, a cup of white coffee with Dan Brown’s novel in my palm i started reading.But what really intrigued me was the very backline of its book…basically about secret societies,old sactions and religious sects..came to one thought some very mischiveous..Should UIA make..somewhat a good one(intellectually and logically perhaps) other than the infamous WUFI.I pondered abouit it a lt( perhaps got Sister Hariati’s Ponder Upon It syndrome)but of course, would that idea comes into light,will it really benefit anyone of us.Would sentiments such as equalities among sexes and courses arise?well,to sad but true, we have a little to many of these ‘ist’-racist,sexist,feminist,chauvinist but a little to little of what we imperatively need in this dire state of wars, turbelations,political rivalries.HUMANIST.well,to much of perfection will make ppl to monotonous..to like-alike too lame to simplt to say boring..hehe…what the hell i’m babling..kinda often i ask that.But,What the hack?

Ponder

Saturday, June 4th, 2005

soon i’m off for a month holiday..well to say the least,a break from a whole 2 month of a 28 hours a week class…at the cc now …i remembered the days back in penang..honestly i remembered this gospel song about Adonai(God) (i am a muslim,be rest assured)it goes somewhat like Praise Adonai,from the rising of the sun to the end of everyday,praise adonai nations of the earth…What triggered me was the differentiation of our nasyid and of coz the christian music..neways trust me, other than raihan,hijjaz, brothers etc the new nasheed groups esp the young ones has swift from enlightening moslems on Allah and Rasulullah,Islam and issues on palestine o iraq,afghans,tak bai o other Muslim nations, it went to more of having essence of our infamous "coupling"..i’m not saying all nasyeed groups , just a few of them..it isnt wrong,,just i ponder now everytime that i do listen to nasyeeds, i just go clueless..unlike in the eastern countries o western countries( Yusuf Islam,Soldiers of Allah to name a few)  their songs really talks on God and the Prophet and revival of the Muslim Ummah…Is just That…but , who am i to say?only a student still in search of Islam and knowledge..May He who is The Creator of Heaven and The Earth and everything beteween it forgive me for my sins…Ameen… Wa mah yaya wa mamati lillah hi Rabbil alamin